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HERE I AM

Hello all. Well its been a little while since I updated but today i felt like it. I can't wait for spring im so excited because spring is the time where change is nessasary. i just can't wait til this winter clears up im sick of it and i just want some fresh air that wont make me freeze. Plus it will be great to get out and take more pictures. It has been a while since i have taken a shot. I am very pleased though at how my pictures are being preceived and i cannot wait to hear more words from everyone. Other than that I am having an okay day. Deep in thought I lost my grandpa a while back and I just love this song by evanescence i heard it today and had to post it because i have been dreaming about him and so here it is. The lyrics are amazing but its better because she sings it and amy lee has an amazing voice. The best I have ever heard by far and probably ever will for a female artist. I just adore her. Besides that this weekend my cuzion whitney and her b/f are coming up to visit my b/f and I. Busy week and it's going to be a fun one. I miss seeing my family. Living way up in the upper p. of michigan is hard to do when everyone I know lives in the lower. I have been into vector art lately before that it was photomanips and i still love them dont get me wrong its just a little phase I am going through. Looking at art makes me feel like their is an enchantment going on like all disappears and you are taken into an area that the piece is trying to explain sometimes I think of things that the piece doesn't even mean but to me it can be anything that is why I love art. Through art you really can be or go anywhere you want. Well thats all for now Keep On Rockin!

"Before The Dawn"-Evanscence

Meet me after dark again and I'll hold you
I want nothing more than to see you there
And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn

If only night can hold you where i can see you, my love
Then let me never ever wake again
And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn

[Chorus]
somehow i know that we cant wake again from this dream
it's not real, but it's ours

Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn

Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn

[Chanting]

[Music Fades Out]

What are you searching for?

Hey everyone. So ive been subscribed for over a week now and i love it. Lately though im having a hard time getting inspired i mean i am but ive never worked in photoshop so i find it hard and frustrating not really sure how to even start but i would love to do photomanips. Right now I just take pictures. Recently i just have felt depressed. Everything is so blah. I mean im happy but at the same time its all the same shit every single day. I wish i was more outgoing like i used to be but i have not made friends since moving up to the upper penn. of michigan so ive become lazy and lonely yes i have my great boyfriend here but i dont have friends and he works alot s owhen he is home he is very tired from work. he is an execitive chef so he is very busy. i just want to get out more but im sick of doing it all by myself. I'm searching for something more and im not greedy im just not satisfied with the path i am on. I want more options while keeping everything i got now i just want to have fun and romance deff. needs to come back into the picture work takes things out of us and we sometimes dont realize that other people need love and hugs and to be held comfort. I feel like im screaming out what i want but i dont get anywhere i mean i hold so much shit in that sometimes every once in a while its not possible to keep quiet. I'm such a nice person and i just want to be content and i forget to care about how i feel because im so busy caring about other people and how they feel i ignore the feelings i get inside. i just want someone to hear me out and tell me they are listening and are here. Anyways that is just how i have been feeling lately. Hopefully things will get better soon. Too many words. Anywho. I hope i get more views on my work i really dont know where the clubs are or what not to enter my work in so i can have more people come to my profile so if anyone can help that would be great thanks. To everyone I have commented and watched keep up the great art you guys are amazing im so happy to be part of this deviant family.

All The Same- Sick Puppies
I dont care where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care no I wouldnt dare
To fix the twist in you
Youve shown me eventually what youll do.
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as youre here

Chorus

Go ahead tell me youll leave again
Youll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
And Ill take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
Its all the same

Verse 2

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long
For certain
But I have the skill yea I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
How ever long you stay is all that I am

Bridge

Black or white
Wrong or right
When I close my eyes its all the same
In my life the compromise
But when I close my eyes
Its all the same.

True Deviant

Well I was so sick and tired of not being able to change anything on here or able to look at more than 24 images at a time so i upgraded with a lil talk with my supporting b/f. I love him. Anyway im so happy that i did i love deviant art and now that i actually have people favoring my one and only deviation at the moment i am feeling pretty good about what the deviant future holds for me. I love it here there is so much to learn so much to share so much ideas and help that i had to subscribe. I have to learn alot tho but who cares thats why i did it thats what im here for and many of you have helped me so much already i just wanted to say thank you for making this the best site on the web the one i look forward to coming on and doing what i love best checking out everyone's master pieces Muwah good night for now

Realize-Colbie Caillat

V1: Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V3: It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Happy birthday to me! Thanks to everyone who sent me birthday wishes that is so kind and i love hearing from everyone. On my special day im turning 23 and im pretty happy and sad because well i love my birthday but i dont like turning older. Yea i know i am young but when u are in your 20's you think of your teenage years. Its just i miss being 19/20 graduation was over and i was free for a couple of years to do what i wanted and i had so much fun. I still have fun but no one can explain what it feels like to be that age and just be able to do what u want. Anyways besides being cold and snowy here I am feeling pretty good today. I am going to have dinner with my b/f and hopefully just relax. I got some nice gifts and phone calls so i am very content Anywho I shouldve asked for a subscription because i am tired of this gray it just isn't my style. I need some color over here lol. Other than that I just wanted to say hello to all of my deviant friends and I hope all of you are well Happy Holidays
MUAH!

"Collide"

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Hello everyone just thought i would update my journal since its been forever. Lately I have been under the weather but im getting better I had the case of the stomach flue. NOT FUN. Any who other than that ive just been taking lots of photos and working. Yes i know im slacking i dont have any on here to show anyone but i dont think im that good people think that because im on here that i want to steal their art or whatever its not true i have my own kind of creativity i just have not uploaded anything. I am inspired but sharing i have yet to do. To everyone who creates magnificent pieces and are nice enough to talk to me thank you : ) I have enjoyed being a member. Oh and another thing i wish i was rich because i swear i would buy all of your awesome artwork and hang it on my walls, assuming i would have to get a mansion for as many pieces that i fall in love with and want to buy. lol. Just thought I would let you know how much art makes ones life complete i love music and art without it dont know where i would be its amazing at how many different people can come together on something so perfectly done even if you take it a different way or it means something to you that someone would never think of. It's nice to know something still brings people together. As far as this journal. Hopefully i can update this in color one day Im getting tired of this grey it sucks. I hate it. Thanksgiving is coming up yay i'm excited because well its only once a year you can feast like theres no tomorrow. LOL i love turkey i love christmas too but my family is a ham family on dec 25 and on thanksgiving very traditional with turkey (what i love) So i am looking forward to tasting everything that day. YUM Potatoes, (im irish), turkey, green bean cassarole, stuffing, squash, and everything under the sun. Okay im starting to drool ill stop now. LOL Well I'm always open for conversation and making new friends interested just write me. Until Then HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!

Goodbye Lullabye

I can't wait another day
I'm fading in the rain
It kills me that I care
You cut me like a razor blade
You can see the pain
It's written on my face

What did you think
I'm just another fling
I didn't mean a thing to you

Here's your goodbye lullabye goodnight
Shut your mouth hush don't you cry
It's too late 'cause now I'm gone
And there's no more you and I

All you touched in me you tore
You cut me open raw
I've never been so low
Held me down until I drown
Now how you like me now
I left you high and dry

What did you think
I'm just another fling
Now it's too late for you
Were through

Here's your goodbye lullabye goodnight
Shut your mouth hush don't you cry
It's too late 'cause now I'm gone
And there's no more you and I

Never gonna wanna pick you up
Never gonna hold you when you fall
Never gonna save you from the drama that you cause
Never gonna wonder where you are
As long as it's far away from me
Now I got to end it all goodnight

Here's your goodbye lullabye goodnight
Shut your mouth hush don't you cry
It's too late 'cause now I'm gone
And there's no more you and I

Here's your Goodbye lullabye goodnight
Shut your mouth hush don't you cry
It's too late 'cause now I'm gone
And there's no more you and I

It's your goodbye lullabye

Oh btw any song that i am listening to while i am writing a journal i will put the lyrics down. Too bad I couldnt put the mp3 on here. I like to listen to music while I browse deviantart