I haven't written anything in so long. So much has happened. I want to make this a good journal because in the past they were so sad and depressing from my loss. I really have tried becoming into my own since everything happened. I had a little help but I pretty much did it on my own. It was a long journey and it's still on going. I am now seeing someone very dear to me named Kyle. We have been dating 8 months. I am very happy with him and I am in love once again. I try not to expect too much because I know how things can change in an instant. But for now I'm happy. I really want us to work. I adore him. There are some things I see that I wish I could change already. Hopefully they will get better. I always find myself saying that. But this time I really do try to be up front about my feelings and I over analyze everything but who wouldn't after everything. I hope this one is different and we'll be happy together. I really am a deserving person esp. of love. I am not arrogant at all but I know who I am and I know I'm a good person who deserves to be treated the way I treat others. I went into depth already.
My kitty cat Marius has been diagnosed with Diabietes Ansipidous and he's a tough lil man. I love him dearly and no matter what has happened it's always been me and him in the end. His breed is supposed to last 14 to 22 years but he's only 6 and he sometimes has a hard time. The ADH chemical in his brain is not working. It does not let him know when he is thirsty or hungary or full or not thirsty. So he drinks and drinks and it washes out all of the electrolytes out of his body. Which in the long run causes kidney failure and hard stool and it can be reversed but through painful medicine that has to be put in the eyes and he would become a special needs cat and would have to go to the vets alot. It's very expensive and I look at it this way which was not an easy way to look at it. But would I rather have him live as long as he can happy or try to make him last longer by making him do this crap and be miserable. Who knows maybe he will outsmart everyone and live a very long time. I hope so I love him so much. He's very playful and very tough. What else is new? Well I'm still working at my dead beat job. But my b/f and I now live together and I hope in the spring we can find something together to call our own. I moved in with him and its been tough sometimes we have our differences and different work schedules and different ideas of romance but we are happy together. At least I hope so.
Well Marius and I are just hanging out and I have had a migraine all day. I'm still taking pictures and still featuring great artist. I'll put some more of my stuff on here soon. I love my little family and I love deviant art
"Get Up & Go"
She plays guitar with her fingertips
She'll play your heart with her tender lips
She'll work it out until she makes the tips
And it's alright, yeah it's alright
Holding her tight in late December
I look in the stars and I remember
She doesn't mind when you offend her
And it's alright, yeah it's alright
Just a girl like you, and maybe just a
Just a guy like me, maybe we
Could take a walk on the wild side
Take a look and see
Get up and go
Just a girl like you, and maybe just a
Just a guy like me, maybe we
Could take a walk on the wild side
Take a look and take a look and go
Get Up and Go
What could I give when you've got all you need
And she looks at me like all I want's a little free
Every time I look at you it makes me see
That it's alright, yeah it's alright
We'll get away be in love we can make it better
All I need's a little time for us to get together
Happiness is just a step away
When it's alright, yeah it's alright
Just a girl like you, and maybe just a
Just a guy like me, maybe we
Could take a walk on the wild side
Take a look and see
Get up and go
Just a girl like you, and maybe just a
Just a guy like me, maybe we
Could take a walk on the wild side
Take a look and take a look and go
Ooh oh, ooh oh, won't you go
Ooh oh, ooh oh, won't you go
Ooh oh, ooh oh, won't you go
Take a look and, take a look and go
Seems like love has always found a way
But there's only so many hours in the day
All that I know is that you're here with me
And it's alright, yeah it's alright
Won't you tell me that you need me so bad
'Cause you are everything I've never had
Every time I look at you it hurts so bad
And it's alright, yeah it's alright
Just a girl like you, and maybe just a
Just a guy like me, maybe we
Could take a walk on the wild side
Take a look and see
Get up and go
Just a girl like you, and maybe just a
Just a guy like me, maybe we
Could take a walk on the wild side
Take a look and take a look and go
Get up and go
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